Thursday, March 8, 2007

after seeing jan jie's blog, i decided it's time to move. and im moving to wordpress. i love blogging, i love sharing what i think, but sometimes i want to share some of the moreprivatethoughts with selected people. i love the idea of being able to protect selected private posts that i have. :) so, after exploring wordpress, i decided im moving!

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Pain, it comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else; makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anaesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it.. and for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it, and life always makes more.

you know when you get to this point where you feel - "this pain, i can ignore."

because you find strength somewhere else.

i've got a number, but i think i will go in person.

im so sleeeepy. i got back home last night at 1am. well not last night, this morning. so i skipped the first lecture, because it was a silly lecture "What does a gastroenterologist do". im sure i didnt miss much.

anyway after class&gym, i was sitting at starbucks enjoying my drink and muffin and waiting for 2 o'clock to come so i could go watch some badminton and i attempted to do some reading, but i got bored and decided to call john! im so glad i did :) he always makes me laugh. silly boy get well soon!

ahhhh im tired!! how am i going to keep awake for my tutorial at 7pm later!!

3 of us @ the musical. it was not bad considering the crew only had 24 hours to prepare! but it was the weirdest musical i've ever seen. about a plant that ate humans, and it had a very sad ending :(

louise, renie, max, yiang & i hiding at the stairway (the living room was TOO crowded)

With the birthday girl!
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