in retrospect

im not much of a 'newyearresolution' person - in fact i dont remember the last time i made a new year resolution. but it's just two days away from the new year and i decided perhaps it's about time i come up with my resolutions. just because i feel like im probably at this point of time in my life where i feel like i should make use of my youth to do something meaningful. or maybe because i feel like this year seemed to have flown past and i dont feel as if i've done anything deeply rewarding/enriching. or maybe because i feel like i've been too lazy to be pro-active in anything that i've found interest in.

or maybe, it's just because.