Sunday, November 12, 2006

it's so painful. just so painful. there are moments where i dont think about him at all and when i realised that i havent thought about him i feel great because it means i am learning to move on, yet there are moments when everything seems to remind me of him. but everytime i feel like breaking down i remind myself im stronger than that. this internal struggle even i cannot figure. but i know what i want, and i dont want to be sad anymore. it's been by far the worse week of the year. but tomorrow's gonna be a better day.

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