in retrospect

yesterday i sawed the sternum of our cadaver with a bone saw. there were lots of.. bone dust. and we had to cut his ribs with bone scissors so we could removed his chest to look at his heart and lungs. i cant imagine doing that to a life person. but anyways, our cadaver is very special (weird) in the sense that he has so many hernias. his lung was sticking out of his ribs and his stomach was sticking out of his diaphragm. :S

anyway im feeling tired, i've got achy bones. NOT a good sign!!! im feeling feverish and i dont feel like going for my audition...